The PKR president said she would not have been able to handle it if the High Court had delivered a guilty verdict on Anwar, and that the highly-publicised trial had left her emotionally drained.
Anwar was yesterday acquitted of a charge of sodomising his former male aide Mohd Saiful Bukhari Azlan.
“To be honest I was too tired for a repeat of the sad episode of 1998. I was tired from being dragged into (a) long sadness... if abang Nuar (Anwar) was convicted, even though the kids have grown up, there would be no difference to our pain.
“It would have doubled,” she was quoted by Sinar Harian as saying.
“How could it not, (this) body which has grown with age, physique and soul is not as strong as before. The sad news would have washed away all feeling,” she said.
Recounting the moments before the verdict was read out in court yesterday, Wan Azizah said she constantly prayed to God not to allow her to be separated from her husband.
“For 2½ years we lived under pressure, dying slowly. Slander is a poison that kills,” she she said bluntly.
The presence of all her six children as well as their spouses gave her some strength and courage as it was rare of all of them to gather together except on special occasions.
“Our hearts were one, our souls were together,” she said.
The 59-year-old grandmother recalled how nervous she was on the way to the Kuala Lumpur High Court, passing by the sea of supporters before entering the familiar-looking courtroom.
She said she was speechless and cried when the verdict was read out, amid shouts of joy from friends, relatives and the public.
“I held Abang Nuar close. Abang Nuar held me. I could not say anything but thank Allah.
“At that moment, all the pain left my body. The suffering left my soul,” she said, and that the whole family stopped by the Segambut mosque for prayers after leaving the High Court.
“I thanked Allah for allowing us to leave the court with a happy heart.
“Allah, thank you. You have ended our pain.”
source:malaysian insider
Abang Nuar sudah siap berpakaian. Sudah sedia untuk bersarapan. Seperti biasa semua suplemen yang perlu untuk kesihatannya sudah masuk ke mulut lalu ditelan. Saya sekadar memerhatikan.
Mata menatap sayu. Hati berdetik. Mungkinkah ini sarapan pagi terakhir kami bersama?
"Ya RABB. Jauhilah kami dari berita duka itu."
Abang Nuar seperti dapat membaca kata hati saya.
"Apa juga keputusan mahkamah, keluarga kita tetap bersatu. Hati kita tetap bersama."
Abang Nuar tenang. Saya semakin pilu.
Sudah banyak dugaan yang kami lalui sepanjang kehidupan ini. Sesekali sehingga rasa tidak mampu dipikul manusia biasa sekecil saya. Amat berat.
Namun saya tetap yakin, ALLAH menduga setakat mampu umatnya.
"Ya RAHMAN... jika ini laluan yang ENGKAU tentukan untuk aku, hambamu yang kerdil ini tetap reda. Berilah aku kekuatan. Berilah aku jalan."
"Ya RAHMAN... Engkau lebih tahu dan mengerti kasih sayang antara kami. Jangan kau putuskan Ya RABB. Jangan ada penghalang. Jangan biar jeriji besi itu memisahkan kami sekali lagi!"
Sepanjang perjalanan ke mahkamah, saya tidak pernah berhenti berdoa. Moga apa yang bermain di fikiran TUHAN akan terbalikkan.- Sinar Harian
Baca kisah seterusnya di sini.
Wan Azizah: KAU makbulkan munajat kami
Pembebasan Anwar: Azizah: Terlerai derita dari tubuh dan jiwanya
Wan Azizah: Terima Kasih rakyat Malaysia
cheers.
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